Fate?

I'm so confused now...
I don't know if I want to care...
I want to but I'm scared the same thing will happen again...
I seem so far away from you all now...
I don't think I know you as well as I did anymore...
I don't know if there's a chance for us to work together again...
I feel left out...

Am I selfish?

I shall think this over...생각 해볼래요...