today is a really rewarding day...i had a bad night last night and i woke up feeling emptiness singing to myself the "Jesus loves me this i know, for the bible tells me so" song (it's a really simple song which i learned when i was 4 or 5 yrs old in sunday school) which reminded me of no matter what the world thought of me i still had someone who accepted me the way i was.
I didn't feel anything while preparing to go to church and it was just as normal as can be. We reached there early today and the korean guy shifted to sit somewhere else which i think is a good thing so i dun get distracted...Going to church just to see the korean guy is WRONG...so yea i thanked God that he gave me this chance to focus on Him and not other things.
The sermon was really good...and i mean it...last week and this week i really felt a strong wanting to help out children...even greater the urge to become a kindergarten teacher after i finish this semester...i wanna see how far i can go and maybe i'd love it so much i'd change my major...hahaha...unlikely though...
so yea, then i came home, did my reading assignment and painted the house XD (bro and mom had the really fantastic and costly idea of refurnishing the house and all) so we painted the walls to suit the new TV bench we're getting which is white in color. And to tell u the truth, i think the house walls look horrible now...dunno how to explain...maybe i'd take a picture of it for u all..but i dun have a before and after look for our new TV bench...but i think it'd be nice (hopefully) cause i don't want another disappointment and regret for painting the walls...it's hard work u know...
Gah~~~ just quarrelled with my fren again over some matter...damn i hate it when he disagrees with me...and especially so when i know i'm right...he said i was "katak di bawah tempurung" which totally pissed me off...and he said Li Xin's designs are normal and he totally got the wrong idea when i said her designs are nice (t-shirt wise) cause his perspective is "designer's clothes" which of course wasn't what i meant. See also u know her designs are more of like characters on t-shirts like mickey mouse and so on...not designers t-shirts or shirts for that matter...said i was shallow...OMG...he's even worse...i said cottonbutt is a cute name and he was like "butt...butt...a bit childish"...WTH...pls everyone, do u really think cottonbutt is a childish name? I can bet 1000 times that he couldn't come up with a catchy brand name...1000 times!!!
Gah~~~ i really give up sometimes when he just doesn't get me...before, there were cases where he said accountants cannot earn a living...I'm like "please la...accountants are needed everywhere!!" and he disagrees...i really wanna knock my head on the wall...agony agony...are these the mindset of malaysians??!!! or just my fren in particular? yes ? no?
I just never agree with him...*shakes head* the feeling of being called shallow by someone shallow (and doesn't know it himself) is horrible...damn horrible...but ok, i forgive him...cause he's shallow...and i will try my best to educate him general knowledge wise cause the Malaysian education system doesn't seem to be doing so. And so i bid a gooday to all...and like JD always says "Heffa nice day"
I didn't feel anything while preparing to go to church and it was just as normal as can be. We reached there early today and the korean guy shifted to sit somewhere else which i think is a good thing so i dun get distracted...Going to church just to see the korean guy is WRONG...so yea i thanked God that he gave me this chance to focus on Him and not other things.
The sermon was really good...and i mean it...last week and this week i really felt a strong wanting to help out children...even greater the urge to become a kindergarten teacher after i finish this semester...i wanna see how far i can go and maybe i'd love it so much i'd change my major...hahaha...unlikely though...
so yea, then i came home, did my reading assignment and painted the house XD (bro and mom had the really fantastic and costly idea of refurnishing the house and all) so we painted the walls to suit the new TV bench we're getting which is white in color. And to tell u the truth, i think the house walls look horrible now...dunno how to explain...maybe i'd take a picture of it for u all..but i dun have a before and after look for our new TV bench...but i think it'd be nice (hopefully) cause i don't want another disappointment and regret for painting the walls...it's hard work u know...
Gah~~~ just quarrelled with my fren again over some matter...damn i hate it when he disagrees with me...and especially so when i know i'm right...he said i was "katak di bawah tempurung" which totally pissed me off...and he said Li Xin's designs are normal and he totally got the wrong idea when i said her designs are nice (t-shirt wise) cause his perspective is "designer's clothes" which of course wasn't what i meant. See also u know her designs are more of like characters on t-shirts like mickey mouse and so on...not designers t-shirts or shirts for that matter...said i was shallow...OMG...he's even worse...i said cottonbutt is a cute name and he was like "butt...butt...a bit childish"...WTH...pls everyone, do u really think cottonbutt is a childish name? I can bet 1000 times that he couldn't come up with a catchy brand name...1000 times!!!
Gah~~~ i really give up sometimes when he just doesn't get me...before, there were cases where he said accountants cannot earn a living...I'm like "please la...accountants are needed everywhere!!" and he disagrees...i really wanna knock my head on the wall...agony agony...are these the mindset of malaysians??!!! or just my fren in particular? yes ? no?
I just never agree with him...*shakes head* the feeling of being called shallow by someone shallow (and doesn't know it himself) is horrible...damn horrible...but ok, i forgive him...cause he's shallow...and i will try my best to educate him general knowledge wise cause the Malaysian education system doesn't seem to be doing so. And so i bid a gooday to all...and like JD always says "Heffa nice day"
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